Unexplained emotions

I think I need to escape
I need to go on an escapade
All these bullshit is driving me wild
To a point I’m getting blind

Why like this one may ask
To stay sane is such a daunting task
Pressure is from all directions
And the source of this there’s no explanation

I just wanna run & run & run
The idea sounds like fun
Well dream and reality there’s a lot of difference
As in reality there’s consequence

So this is what I have in mind
Looking for something I can’t find
Maybe if I close my eyes
Things would be as bliss as the blue skies